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Labyrinthum Events ([personal profile] labyrinevents) wrote in [community profile] buttrinthum2024-07-01 09:12 am
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TDM #10

Arrival / Enchanted Garden

Whether it be sleep or death, you feel your eyes close, and as your body begins to let go, you see a barn owl that is flying through the darkness, soon sweeping you across the clouded sky. You feel yourself mouth the words, “I wish, I wish..” and utter your deepest and darkest desire.

When you regain consciousness, you’ll find you are in an unfamiliar place with no recognition of how you arrived here. You have the clothes on your back, but nothing else. No weapons and if you had a particular superpower, you’ll notice it is missing. All you have is a satchel with a piece of bread, a vial of water, and a potion. The potion could be red, blue or golden. There are no instructions about these potions other than two words: Drink Me.

Will you drink it or not?

There is a parchment, handwritten in scrawling, jagged lettering that seems a bit... ominous:

“Welcome to my Labyrinth. Your CONTRACT is SEALED.”

You’re in a garden, surrounded by flowers and plants– most of which you cannot identify. However, there are a few that you can make out: Sunflowers and Hibiscus. You’ll soon find out that being around the Sunflower makes it difficult to pass through the already disorienting garden, even with the light guiding you. Where patches of them grow, even if only waist-high, you cannot pass through them, over them, or even destroy them to get them out of your way. In each grouping that blocks your path, there is one that has a key-shaped opening in the middle of the flower. Maybe the key is nearby? (Spoiler: it's probably under a rock nearby that you forgot to check!) The hibiscus offers an entirely different effect - inhaling the pollen grants you the temporary ability to shoot fireballs out of your hands. But be careful, those fireballs are difficult to control and seem to bounce in random directions no matter how hard you try to aim (cannot be used to destroy the sunflowers). The effect ends once you step out of the garden.

It's Dangerous to go Alone! Take This.

Somnius is once again recovering from a devastating blow. Buildings need to be restored to their former glory and the emotional turmoil of the previous weeks surely needs to be alleviated. What better way to lighten the mood than a little fun for the whole family? A new arcade has appeared in town, beckoning residents with its stone doors set wide open.

With multiple levels, a variety of games and even a snackbar, Appl3 Pi Arcade is sure to be a hit!

Of course, as with everything that ever happens in Somnius, the arcades appearance is not without some complications. For one, playing the games inside might see characters teleported into the machine itself, perfectly pixelated to fit the game they're in. Hope you weren't about to fight the final boss, because now you might be fighting for your life! The good news is, if you die in the game... you don't die in real life and are just popped back out into the arcade again.

Strange things happen outside the arcade too. Walking down the road you might suddenly see a healthbar pop up above someone's head. Are you supposed to fight them? Are they going to fight you? Best to be cautious and reach for any trusty weapons you have just in case. Weapons that have become pixelated and can be pulled seemingly out of nowhere like some kind of hammerspace. They are also prone to breaking and shattering into glimmering pixel pieces (your normal weapons are still intact, don't worry).

Boxes and pots around Somnius are somehow more breakable than usual, smashed open with a single swing of those pixel weapons and producing gold coins! What a shame gold coins aren't the currency here. But if you don't want to destroy more things around Somnius, why not try fishing instead? That seems safe - if not suddenly more difficult with the fishing minigame that popped up in front of you. Quick! Keep the fish icon in the green bar or you'll lose it!

All things considered? It's all relatively harmless fun up until-

But Enough Talk, Have At You!

Vaeros wakes up. For those new to town, this means nothing. For those that were here for the castle raid? They can rest assured that they're in for a surprise. The Overlord of Visium has finally awoken from his Hyalily induced coma and he is furious. A shout echoes from the castle:

"Did you think you had won, dear Dreamers? Did you think you had bested me? Go, play your games, but know that there is only one winner here, and it is me."

A wave of magical energy sweeps through the town, shaking it to the very core. Miraculously, the destroyed buildings and any remnants of the forest onslaught are gone and returned to their usual state. Perhaps Vaeros shouting was just another tantrum, an empty threat?

Not quite.

The town has been restored, but the locals? They are nowhere to be seen - cowering in their homes and fleeing to the sanctity of the Church of the Moon in hopes of staying out of sight of Vaeros and Dreamers both. The once tame video game effects are now far more intense - monsters from within those games are now rampaging through the town. They seem to shift through buildings, but if they run face first into a Dreamer, they will find them very corporeal and very deadly.

Not only that, but the lines are starting to blur between reality and fiction again, the healthbar above your head flickering in and out, the monsters turning from pixel beasts to real, live animals that roam Somnius - both feral and not. One second you are walking through town, and the next you are stepping onto a platform that starts to break under your weight, demanding you jump to the next platform before you plummet into an odd, multicolored abyss.

And strangest of all is that music coming from the labyrinth, growing louder when you approach and fading out when you move away.

OOC

Welcome to the [community profile] labyrinthum TDM! Characters will arrive depowered and with only their clothing, and will be given a satchel with a crystal pendant, a communication device, some water and bread and a magic potion. If they drink the potion, they will manifest an elemental, healing or animal transformation ability.

With the exception of Castle Vaeros, characters are free to go as they please, so feel free to place them in any of the locations available on the map. Yes, this includes the Labyrinth - though characters will not be able to clear the maze.

You can find more information about the game here. Any questions regarding the TDM can go under the comment below.

placation: placation (art: pixiv 11317886) - dns (but we sing it anyway)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-03 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is no longer like what he's heard from Night Sky.

He should have had the foresight to bring his journal. To turn his phone on to record this conversation. To do anything but sit here, back to the water, and simply let it wash over him like a rogue wave.

The other friend is from an entirely different reality, an entirely different planet, and–

There are others here in Somnius who he remembers from that temporary reality but who don't remember him, and–

One is younger, and–

Wave after wave after wave. Maruki can't do a single thing but stare at him, eyes wide with fascination. This changes so many things.

When it's his turn to speak, he chooses his words slowly, carefully.
]

If I were anyone but myself, I would say that all sounds impossible.

[ And then he grins, delighted, any trepidation or paranoia that he has sealed tightly into the same box where this information will be kept until he has the right moment to share it. ]

I used to be a researcher, so while I believe what you're saying simply because of the volatile nature of reality in this place, I'll want to test the specifics as much as I can. Ah, that sounds bad– I just mean that I'll have many more questions for you and your friend!

[ God, what the fuck. ]

Can I ask... Who is the one who's younger? That's certainly an anomaly I'll want to understand better.
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-03 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Mmm, that one, I'm not going to answer. It's too personal. But... There's definitely another way to test the specifics.

[He can't help a smile from pulling at his lips.]

In the world I just came from, you and I were friends, Maruki. But you don't remember that. How do you think I knew your name?

[He raises a brow. This is so much fun.]

And I can prove it. I know things about you... You had a friend there from your world, Akira Kurusu. Or Kurusu Akira, I can never remember which name goes first. You were a school counsellor and a researcher before, and you told me about where you're from in Japan, and this really busy subway station called um... Shibuya, I think? You told me this long story about a dog there, that waited for his owner at the station, and they ended up making a statue of the dog I think...

I called you Doc. You made me tempura udon at your apartment and we talked at length about seaweed. The... The city, it was based on sins,

[Now he's just smiling and recalling things about their friendship because he wants to, not because they'll particularly "prove" anything, and at this part he starts to laugh a bit.]

like the 7 deadly sins but also their opposite virtues. Yours... Was gratitude. Your biggest... Supposed flaw as a person, gratitude. [More fond laughter.] I thought you were so goddamn cute. Well, I still do, obviously.

[He leans back on his hands like Maruki is, tilts his head to gaze at him.]

It's sad you don't remember me, but I'm so glad we can still be friends. I mean, if you'll have me. I don't want to jump the gun.
placation: placation (art: nono_ppppp) - dns (everything i love is on the table)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-03 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ A lot happens all at once.

The younger person, too personal – Maruki will remember that and he will find out. That's too important to let go. It won't be difficult. Finnick isn't very subtle, and what little information doesn't find its way to him, he knows how to find himself.

How would Finnick know his name? Easily, by talking to most anyone else in Somnius. Or by looking at the network for even a minute; he's everywhere on it. It would be just as easy as it will be for Maruki to ferret out this mystery identity. Easier. Much.

How would Finnick know Akira's name?

He's never spoken it to anyone. Never written it in any message, public or private. The few times he's even referred to Akira have been oblique and vague. The only person who could know the name Kurusu Akira and his affiliation with a researcher turned high school counselor would be someone from his own reality–

Or someone who knew them both elsewhere.

A reality, a city, centered around sins and virtues, where he and Akira both lived.

Something about it makes Maruki laugh. That's his first reaction to this bombshell of information: He laughs. Quiet, and sudden, and intrigued, and genuine.

Japan. Shibuya. The Buchiko story. Cooking for a friend. Tempura udon.

Gratitude.

Maruki sits up straight, hands coming up to rest on his knees. Leans forward, closer to Finnick. His expression reads a thousand different emotions, but shock is not among them.
]

You did know me. Or– a version of me, at any rate, who's out there in some other cognitive world...

[ Likely place for him to be!

Maybe that Maruki knew about his persona. Maybe he didn't. Maybe Akira taught him to harness his resolve and battle the way Akechi has. Maybe he had friends as dear to him as Eren and Kuro and Night Sky, maybe he had a strange stitched together family like Vash and Zazie and Akechi, maybe he had someone so incredible that he was steadily falling for like Venat. Or maybe he was on his own journey that's nothing like Maruki's now. Maybe he still thought pain was something to be frightened of.

He'll never know, and that's fine. It's enough to know that there are other realities out there that he's exploring, peeling back the layers of. It only serves to further Maruki's sense that he is on the right path in Somnius.

And it's enough to know that somewhere out there, Finnick was his friend.

He shakes his head, laughs harder, and then smiles at Finnick, bright and arresting.
]

You really are full of surprises. Well, I hope I'm able to measure up to the man that you knew, Finnick-kun. Of course I'd like to be your friend again.

[ ............. wait ]

Although I'm not that cute, but thank you for saying so!

[ Nailed it. Stuck the landing. ]
Edited 2024-07-03 03:59 (UTC)
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-03 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[He's going to nose into Finnick's business behind his back, huh! Little glasses-wearing snake!

It's fine, he'll find out soon enough. Finnick just wants Eren to know first, and know it from him.

Maruki seems to really enjoy all this information, which is nice. Finnick is glad to feed his curiosities about the multiverse, especially if it gets him points. Because everything is a game, at the end of the day, though he tries not to think that way anymore.]


You're extremely cute.

[He pokes Maruki in the cheek.]

And I'm sure you will. Even if you're a bit different, you'll still be you.

Got any other research questions?
placation: placation (art: frkdlsch_draws) - dns (it's a sign that someone loves me)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-03 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ Don't take it personally, Finnick, he noses into everyone's business. It's his job.

The poke earns Finnick another laugh, softer, and a playful swat at his hand.
]

Hah, well– if you say so! I'm sure the sinful version of me found that just as humbling as I do.

[ Seriously, this guy thinks he's cute? Look at him! He looks like he was born to be at the beach!

As for the question– oh, there are only hundreds upon hundreds of things Maruki wants to ask him. His brain is running a mile a minute, on fire, through a circus. He needs to get the information that he already has down on paper before he delves deeper. Probably ask to take notes next time too.

But for now–

Maruki shakes his head, starts rooting through his satchel. The damn thing is always overstuffed and today is no exception.
]

In the future, I'd love the opportunity to ask you more about that other reality, but for now, if it's alright with you...

[ Finally, wrenched from the very bottom of the bag, a glass container of cut fruit and a couple flasks of water. Maruki opens the container to pick out an apple slice for himself and sets it between them, one of the flasks passed over to Finnick as well. ]

I'd like to focus on this one. As I'm fond of telling a friend of mine – you're here now. Be here.

[ APPLE CRONCH. Shy lil smile. Shit, maybe he is cute after all. ]

And anyhow, you know so much about me, but to me you're a total mystery! I want to hear more about you. What do you want to do with your time in Somnius? I can help you with anything you need.
Edited (seeing a typo the second u hit post..... disgraceful ) 2024-07-03 06:22 (UTC)
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-03 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
I dunno. That version of you didn't react much to the flirting, seemed a bit wrapped up in his own thoughts. Not that that stopped me, of course.

[Maruki pulling out a beach snack is very endearing. As if Finnick needed to be further endeared to the motherfucker.

Finnick takes a piece of apple- see something sweet, better grab it quick- and sips the water. Laughs again while remembering.]


Funny you ask that, since you were actually the first one I told about my big dreams in 7, on our first meeting. But right now, it's too early for me to know what the fuck I'm doing here. I'm still grieving the dead dreams from the last world.

[A bit of sadness in his voice.]
placation: rosebursts (just know your troubles tend to follow)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-03 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ ........... HMMMMMMM. HM! HUH. INTERESTING.

He considers Finnick's words as he munches on his fruit.
]

Ah, I do have a tendency to ask questions like that, so it makes sense that you told another me before...

[ Lost in his own thoughts, unresponsive to flirtation, but still able to draw wishes and dreams out of people. Interesting deal, Other Takuto. ]

That's good to hear, actually. You've clearly been through a lot, shifting realities several times post-mortem. If you moved on right away, I'd worry! It's healthy to grieve what you lost, including dreams.

[ If Finnick wants to tell him more about that, he certainly can. The opening is there. But also, tacked on with a shy, flushed smile and a bit of a teasing tone: ]

And for whatever it's worth, you're welcome to flirt with me here as well, although I'll have you know you're a bit late to the party.
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-03 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, especially in the past week, it's been a lot. Just before I came here, my partner got zapped back to his own world and is probably dead now, so I was already grieving that when I got shoved here.

[He sighs and rubs his temple, some of the heaviness creeping back into his muscles just talking about it.]

But at least I didn't lose everything completely, like you, and the friend who came with me.

[And Eren... But he's not going to talk about that.

He snaps his fingers.]


Ah, dang! Well, it doesn't surprise me that you're spoken for, Doc. But if I can still flirt with you, you know I will. Who's the lucky person?
placation: placation (art: pixiv 11317886) - dns (but we sing it anyway)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-03 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ WHY DID HE BRING IT UP. HE IS HIS OWN WORST ENEMY AS EVER. ]

Not spoken for, necessarily! But there is someone that I have my eye on... Ah, I'm sure you'll see soon enough.

[ They aren't particularly subtle. ]

I just wanted you to know that it's very flattering, considering you're... well, you! But it probably won't get you anywhere.

[ Annnnd now he's steadily going beet red. ]

But, hah, it could also be nothing. Who knows! Regardless, now you have a fun mystery to solve on the side. Why did I tell you this, oh god.

[ Please allow him a moment to bury his face into one hand. After a beat, he manages to compose himself and sit up straight again, still flushed. ]

I'm sorry. Would you like a somewhat reassuring lecture on the nature of death and reality?
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-03 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[He chuckles at Maruki's blushing and continuously digging himself a hole for further embarrassment.

It's a bit funny how this Maruki actually seems able to have feelings for someone, not so hung-up on his ex-fiancée. That's... Very different. Unless he would have been capable of romance with someone in either world, and that someone just isn't Finnick. Which would be... Sad, but fair.]


I gotta say, it's disappointing that you're as emotionally unavailable here as you were in the last universe, but that's okay. I'll have my fun with you anyway.

[Another poke, to his kneecap. He pops a berry in his mouth.]

I'm sure I'll find out. And let me know if you need a wingman, yeah?

[He winks.]

That... Doesn't sound reassuring, but if it actually is, then sure. Hit me.
placation: placation (art: nono_ppppp) - dns (and to the bone i'm evergreen)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-03 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
A wingman, huh... Well, maybe...

[ Hard maybe. Does he even need a wingman? Honestly, he does pretty well for himself with Venat. Flirtation and affection are easy when the person in question also thinks philosophical discussions about the love inherent in all mankind is good banter. It's just a matter of manning up and making it clear that the dates they go on are in fact dates.

So emotionally unavailable hits strangely. Whatever version of himself that Finnick met doesn't sound particularly enticing.

Regardless. There are more important topics at hand.

Maruki finishes off a couple orange slices and then pulls his legs up in front of him, arms resting loosely around his bare knobby knees.
]

You mentioned that you died in your original reality, and that in that city you had a partner who likely also returned to their original reality to meet a similar fate. I'm sure you can imagine how many people there are who found themselves in Somnius after dying, as well.

[ He tips his chin up, watches the palm tree leaves swaying in the warm breeze. ]

At first I didn't know what to make of it. Death ought to be a permanent thing. It certainly is where I'm from. But the more I learn here, the more sense it makes. That person I just told you about–

[ And it's impossible to keep the fond, almost smitten smile off his face or out of his tone. ]

They lived for many thousands of years and had finally accepted the end of their life,
ready to rest ... And then showed up here instead.

[ Eyes back on Finnick again. He's choosing his words carefully, speaking tenderly. ]

I believe there will always be a part of our consciousness that persists beyond death, and beyond reality. You died in one reality, but here you are in others. I was with you before, and I'm with you again now, even if I don't remember you. Your partner may die in one reality, but not in every one, and you may even see them again. After all, you're tied to them in the collective unconscious now, and that's something that can't be changed. Even if one or both of you can't remember consciously, that bond will still be there. You'll never truly die, or forget, or be forgotten.

[ A heavy beat of silence. Maruki laughs in quiet self-deprecation, scratches at the stubble along his jawline. ]

It's a theory I'm working on, anyway. You've furthered it quite a bit.
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-03 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[That ooey-gooey smile is as gross as it is cute. Ugh. Well, good for him. Meanwhile Finnick's love life is as disastrous as ever and Maruki STILL doesn't want him.

Whateverrrr!! It's fine!! He'll be happy for his friend! I GUESS!!!

Though, as Maruki hits the nail on the head in the most ironic way with his philosophical ramble, Finnick smiles wryly.]


Always happy to be a guinea pig to further your scientific theories, Doc.

[It's genuine; he's smiling as he says it.]

But, well... That partner of mine is here. But like you, he doesn't remember me. He's that person who's younger here than in the reality I came from. Too young, now, for me- mid teens. And he's married.

[He smiles, as though that's funny. And it is funny, how fucked up it is.

Maruki probably knows by now who he's talking about, if he's so popular here.]


It's Eren Jaeger.
placation: placation (art: pixiv 11317886) - dns ('cause here's the thing)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-04 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ The dots connect half-seconds after Finnick lays them out – male, younger, mid-teens, married– ]

Eren.

[ Said under his breath, right after Finnick says it himself, before it's even absorbed into Maruki's mind that he has.

He blinks. It absorbs. He laughs, not out of disbelief – just because it makes too much sense, actually.
]

An older version of Eren was in that reality with you, huh? I'm sorry, it must be so difficult seeing him now...

[ I won't forget you. If part of me does, another part will remember.

Just proving his point. Of course it's the two of them who were in that place.

Actually–
]

Wait, I have to ask a selfish question – were we friends? Ah, that may sound odd, but Eren's become one of my most trusted friends here.
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-04 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[The two of them? Aren't you forgetting a third person, Maruki?

It pisses Finnick off. The way Maruki laughs and says something briefly sympathetic before turning the subject to himself again. This Maruki doesn't really know Finnick, so he probably doesn't really get the gravity of what he's going through, but still, Finnick is surprised by how it's brushed off. Maruki is usually an empathetic guy, which is literally the only reason Finnick trusts him with this information at this point in time. It's a big thing that Finnick told him at all, and it's being treated like gossip. Sure, he could tell the funny stabbing story or whatever, but he's not in the mood currently, not when he's so freshly devastated by the news that here, the love of his (after)life is married to someone else.

All of this is shown by his (fake) smile falling, his jaw clenching, his eyes averting.]


Not exactly.
placation: seishirou (so that when you die)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-04 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ The two guys who can create realities! And Finnick too, of course.

To his credit, Maruki realizes what a dick move that was on his part, even before Finnick makes it so obvious. His face falls as well as he hears his own words, then shifts right into distress at Finnick's.
]

I'm sorry, Finnick-kun. That was incredibly insensitive of me. It was just a shock, that's all– I have a tendency to speak without thinking when I get surprised...

[ ... But they weren't friends? Huh. Sounds fake. He'll have to talk to Eren about it later.

Regardless. Now is not the time. He refocuses, brows knitted together in sympathy and energy a bit like a kicked puppy.
]

I really am sorry. I can't imagine how difficult it is for someone who was so important to you to not remember you... along with everything else he has going on here.

[ Married, sure. Twice, actually, though one is recently departed. And he has two other boyfriends. And... now Aubrey too?

Hopefully Finnick only knows about the marriage(s). Yikes.
]

So you've spoken to him, then... How did that go?
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-04 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a bit too late for the sympathy. Finnick's already gotten the impression that Maruki doesn't really give a fuck. And why should he? They just met. Finnick's still a stranger to him. The problem is that Finnick keeps forgetting that.

His body language stays mostly the same, but slumps slightly, like his muscles got tired of holding him up. He doesn't really want to talk about it anymore. His gaze is far away. He shrugs one shoulder.]


How you'd expect, I guess. I was freaked out, I acted weird, he suspected something was up, interrogated me, and I told him everything. But... He just kind of accepted it, so I guess we're going to try to be friends or whatever.
placation: placation (art: C8H10N4O2June) - dns (i don't see what's strange about this)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-05 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Maruki's smile is sympathetic, nervous and fleeting. ]

That does sound like him... Just accepting it, I mean.

[ He's caught Eren at the worst possible time for this, really. Maruki rubs a hand over his face and sighs, well aware that he's probably about to put his foot in his mouth again, but he'd be remiss if he didn't at least offer. ]

This probably sounds strange, but if I can help at all... I know Eren quite well. If trying to be friends wears on you, I can talk to him about it. I wouldn't mind. Or anything else you need, really, I'm happy to help.
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-05 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Alright, thanks.

[He nods.]

I'm sure I'll figure it all out.

[Time for a change of subject!!]

So what about you? What's your plan for your time in Somnius? Counselling, research, a secret third thing?
placation: rosebursts (lay it all down)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-05 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm? Oh! Hah, I forgot, you do know where my career has taken me, don't you...

[ Slightly worrisome, actually. What has that other version of himself said about his research? Speaking more openly about it has already caused trouble for him in Somnius, and he's learned to temper himself and keep it only to the people that he trusts most. And if Akira was there too–

It's so different from his situation here, it's difficult to imagine. Luckily, this answer is straightforward.
]

I do have my own counseling practice established here – Eyn Sof, it's called. It's a little office in the business district, you're welcome to come by any time. Just to say hello, I mean! I won't try to talk you into counseling.

[ He really won't. That ship has sailed. ]

Anyhow, that takes up most of my time, as you can imagine! But I do try to have fun with my housemates and friends outside of that... In between things going sideways here, of course.
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-05 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Eyn Sof... It rings a bell. Wasn't that what "witch" Maruki had called his... Ghost summoning place in the amplitheater?

He never did get a chance to properly thank Maruki for that...

He chuckles softly.]


Good, because you'd be turned down.

[It's interesting that 7's Maruki tried to talk him into counselling and then retired from it, and this Maruki is doing it but won't talk him into counselling. Though, maybe it's nothing.]

Is that what you want to keep doing?
placation: placation (art: nono_ppppp) - dns (and to the bone i'm evergreen)

[personal profile] placation 2024-07-05 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Boy it sure would be weird if Eyn Sof and Yechidah were related concepts, wouldn't it : )

Ah, what a question. A couple months ago, he would have brushed it off – yes, of course it's what he wants to do, it's all he wants to do.

But now he gives it a genuine consideration before answering, quietly thoughtful.
]

Yes, it is. There are many people in Somnius who need someone impartial to listen to them. Everyone has their own troubles from home to contend with even before this place starts messing with them. I can't imagine I'll stop counseling while I'm here.

[ And then a bashful little shrug. ]

As for when Akechi-kun and I return to our true reality, who knows? I doubt I'll continue, but I have no idea what else I'll do instead. It's nice to have the security of the familiar for the time being.
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cw drugging

[personal profile] odare 2024-07-05 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Woops I ooc forgor what it was called, ignore me ]

Huh. Interesting. In Seven, you retired from it for some reason. You never said why. Though I could see how easy it would be to get burnt out, so maybe you just wanted a break, or to be someone else in that new place.

But yeah, it's something I'm sure a lot of people need, being shoved into new worlds so unceremoniously. It's good that you feel fulfilled by it.

[Maruki has definitely changed Finnick's viewpoint on medical professionals a bit. He can't imagine Maruki drugging anyone against their will, for one.]
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[personal profile] placation 2024-07-05 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ........... huh. ]

Retired? I see...

[ There is an unfortunate, nagging inkling in the back of his mind now.

Quite literally. Maruki runs a hand through his hair and rubs at the back of his neck, rolling his head to one side as he does, like it's sore.
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I wonder, Finnick-kun... I'm sorry, this is another selfish question, but I have to ask. Did I tell you anything specific about what I was doing back in my reality?

[ And then, just in case that brings up a very valid concern, he heads it off at the pass with a smile. ]

Don't worry, you aren't going to change some predestined future for me here. That's not how realities work.
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[personal profile] odare 2024-07-05 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[The reassurance is good, because Finnick does feel apprehensive about telling him, for some reason. Why does he feel as though he's telling a friend's secret... When he's telling Maruki his own secret?]

Well, there was something... And you seemed confident it was a fate that wasn't going to change, yeah. But...

I don't know if you know about it yet? I wouldn't want to... I don't know. Fuck something up for you, I guess? Or upset you?

[He fidgets. He isn't sure exactly what he's afraid of, but this is all new territory and he hasn't had a chance to think through the potential consequences. It feels like he has a little too much power, here. Though, maybe he does already know and it's nothing to him.]
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[personal profile] placation 2024-07-05 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a lot to be weighed here. ]

You know... There are people here who claim to have left, returned to their original realities exactly as they were when they left and with no memory of this place... And then returned here once more.

[ He drops the hand from his neck, though the pressure headache forming at the base of his skull still pulses. ]

I have a bit more nuanced understanding of cognitive realities, so I don't necessarily buy that as others do. But I have no proof that my way of thinking is any more right than theirs. Either way...

[ Two hands held out in front of him, palms up. ]

Either I leave Somnius without a single memory of my time here and I continue down the path that I was on, or I leave and remember everything I've undergone here that has irrevocably changed me and I forge a new path.

[ A weighty gesture with each hand as he names it, then they drop to his lap and he shrugs. ]

Either way, what you tell me won't impact what I do. But if you don't feel comfortable saying anything, please don't force yourself to. As I said, I'm being rather selfish right now.

[ And then, after a moment of consideration, he reaches out to rest a friendly hand on one of Finnick's knees and smiles at him, bright and apologetic. ]

You're a good friend already to indulge my theorizing as much as you have. You can feel free to tell me to let it go, and I will.
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